So... today was a lot like most others. Work children ... today though Kyndra wasn't home. I miss her.today I was reminded that God loves me no matter what. I feel stressed about money, which I haven't for quite a while. Talked with Javier on the phone. With zero conflict. I chose watching tv over talking to Cheryl. I felt accomplished at work. Bought a father's day card. Turned off the air and opened the Windows. Hmmm... I crave more! I'm missing God. Church should not be all I have. Nor should I miss any services. Hold me Jesus, cause I'm shaking like a leaf. Ahhh it's midnight. Off to sleep now.